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20-11-2011 -- Lost HIM

4:21 PM

Finally a cup of coffee while working and writting this post....
current mood actually real upset for what had happened last few days...

It is a memorable yet sad day for all of us on 20112011...
We still gathered on 19th Nov for potluck,
I saw him, he gave me a smile.......

a loving smile..... he can't recognize me but he know who am I in his heart...

He laid on his bed, while mum and aunt bind up his wound...
he seems knowing what happening around...

we laughed and the house is really joyful enough...

on the second day, sis woke me up, says
"neng, wake up.... grandpa gone...."
Yes...
grandpa passed away... on the day that is really memorable enough..

It just so sudden, we knew he ill, we knew he suffering pain...
but we still gather yesterday, but he gone on the second day.......

all are really upset about it....
5 days, I cried each day ...........
on the last day, all of us are really cried out real loud..

Yes, he gone with proud...
he got 14 son and daughters, 30+ grandchildren, 5+ greatgrandchild and few godchild...
with over 500 hundred ppl attend his funeral....
people prays and spend time all day long with him.....
grandchildren spending time with him on the few days...


Ahgong,
Although I'm not the direct granddaughter of yours,
but I always admire you for your history...
the great and awesome grandpa ......
You left us, but please, bring our loves with you....

Its been a week...................................................................... :'(

~In the memory of the greatest Grandpa~



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He gave everything, but never give up

2:33 PM
In conjunction of our anniversary,
he made me cried with touched again.


9th Oct 2011*Sunday*
he continuous work for 3 weeks without any off day,
cos he promised to accompany me on our anniversary..
as 10th Oct falls on monday,
we had our advanced celebration of our anniversary...


Early morning we prepared and went to dimsum at Jin Xuan Hong Kong..
waited for 7 numbers only our turn, but it turn out to be a good brunch cos of the variety they had...

we can't decide where to go due to lack of ideas to celebrate ...
ended up still go for Pyramid cos Im craving for Chatime :P
He said he knew I was going to say that...

we went to TGV as usual..

as it aren't movie week so we still give up on wasting the time and money for stupid movie..
I suddenly came up with that idea,
Me:bii ah, why don't we go Genting lor?"
Bii: You sure?
Me: Can ah?
Bii: Kia lor...

I was so unsure and worried that he might dont like,
but still he do what he said...


We bought Chatime then off to carpark and drive all the way to Genting..

I can feel the strong wind ...

and that makes me even happier...
I ain't making the wrong choice,
and of cos thanking bii for accompany me....

walked around then off to Starbucks to enjoy our coffee ...
it just so freaking cold cos I wearing short pants and singlet with flimsy T...
but I do enjoy the wind~ Bii was worried I might get cold but who cares even if sick?
I might earn few days MC neh? *evil laughs*

around 7something then we drive back to Klang,
we got lost again but still managed to found it back at last...

After I thought the day is end,
I wish to go back early as I was so freaking tired,
suddenly he said he wanted to go do smth,
so I just ignored him and continue rest on his bed..
suddenly he opened up the door and I was shocked and cried...


a CAKE with a candle he bring in the room for me...
I can't believe that is still a surprise from him...
I can't stop crying and hug him..

looking at the cake, written down, "Happy 1st anniversary"

Thanking him for all the things he done for me..
He said he worried I might leave early so he can't wait anymore..
I've been spending my time with him almost everyday, as what I thought he won't manage to do any surprise for me anymore...
yet he still success in making one...

Bii: dear, I only request one thing from you..
Me: whats that?
Bii: Your smile.. You look so pretty when you smile... I dont wish for anything else already, more smile from you, thats enough for me...
The necklace we own <3
Darling,
for all the things you done for me...
I have millions of words to tells,
yet I could just only stare at you and cried...
Sorry for being rude all these while,
you never give up on me..
I love you ..... <3








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Redang + 6 months anniversary

12:39 PM
Few months ago, babe and I planning for Redang trip on March..



we booked before CNY as started on march is a peak period for Redang...

In the mid, Jaslyn joined us for our trip , so there goes 3 ladies started their 3D2N journey :)


There are sadness and joys in the trip,


babe and me had our heart to heart talk beside the beach...


looking at sunset...


play and fool around ...


like there nobody cares...




Well, lotsa things happened in the trip ...


it gonna be a long long pages for that indeed..

so .....


lets the pictures tells :)



All i can say,


it is a memorable journey,

a relaxing mind trip for 3 ladies..


After I back from redang,

its bii's turn to go for his 1st trip with his friend...

--- Thailand ---

so i just being good girl till when he is back...



he bought a simple yet lovely beg for me...

bringing it wherever I go indeed :P














went he back from his trip on Wednesday,


and luckily my off day falls on Thursday,


he bring me go to Genting with his friends...


as he knew I always wanted to go Genting badly...


finally we went there....




Me: bii ah, so..... this trip is our advance celebration for our half year eh?


Bii: hehe, yalor... advance celebration....good idea also wo dear, so clever~




well, I was so surprised on myself...


that I didn't ask much from him..


hoping he will give me anything or giving me a romantic dinner or what..


yet a simple trip and sharing meant much for me,


seriously... a very memorable one....






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update update! Wait yah

4:49 PM
ewwww! Its been months I never update my blog !

Lotsa things happened around these few months,

personal, career, family and my baby boy.....


but of cos, up and down made me learned much more lesson... Well, Updates coming ahead... !



stay tuned! :P
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Valentine and Surprise Birthday -- HunnyBiii - Updated

11:50 AM


Happy Valentine!!
yiipiiey!
Alright, Its Valentine today...
and nonetheless,
my hunnybii's birthday as well..
Friday:
Hexter called up on Wednesday whereby he mentioned of making a surprise party for bii on Friday....
We called up all the buddies and tell them our plan...
Then the plan goes on.................................................................
on the Thursday, it was our 4th months, at first I asked him for a date on friday night..
on the late night I messaged and ffk him lied him I gotta go to cousin open house then Chen called him up and asked him to go out yamcha on friday night...
I'm acting like am so disappointed and upset for the whole day yet he keep convince me that we will celebrate someday
friday afternoon went to KP with Hexter to
buy all those surprise party stuff ...
till when I reached home, mum mentioned she going to cousin house party, I was like~"yikes, ngam ngam hou~ Just follow my mum to cousin house then off to prepare bii's surprise party.. "
lied to bii saying I will go Subang overnight at friend's house after dinner..
while I was on the way going to KTV to setup all the balloons and cakes...
Everyone started to came in and wait for him....
while Seven called up me and acting like he is talking to his friend infront of bii...
when he reached KTV, he mentioned he wanted to go Toilet to ring me up checking where am I,
Seven asked him later on only call...
he just believe and walk with them to the room...
everyone in the room was so nervous and start sho
ut and singing birthday songs to him :)
he really surprise and never knew that all of us are waiting for him in the room...!
I saw his smile and he really happy for the whole night...
bii saying he never expect a surprise party as he thought he just going to pass it just like a normal day ...
well, what's surprise meant to be? Lol..
Sunday:
After working..
Back home then i straight away started to prepare the gift I wanted to give him..
he thought I was sleeping and I'm using all the time I had prepare the gift..
well... It ain't really a very nice gift,
not costly at all.... but something I
made by myself for him..
he came right after his dinner with his cousin...
he bring me to take my dinner around 11pm..
I don't know whether he realize I'm taking a b
ox cause I'm using his jacket to cover...
he asking for movie and i-City yet I declined....
I suggested to go his house watch movie as I wanted to give him a surprise...
reached his house then i quickly ran to his room, he wanted to help me hold the jacket but I reacted so nervous asking him not to touch....
while he washing his leg, I quickly light up the candle in the box and put it on his bed..
when he came in, he laughed and said he knew I'll do something for him..
well, what that suppose to meant? Not surprise anymore :(?
but still, he keep saying thanks and hugged me real tight....
we knew, It was our 1st Valentine.... :)
spent our night just watching "127 hours" ...
a simple valentine and birthday
night for him...
yet we feel warm when we having each other :)
till when we finish our movie and he fetch me back...
As usual, a kiss and hug saying goodbye to each other...
suddenly he take a bundle of flower with 2 bears :)
I straight away shocked and cried ....
he turned on the bear's light and kiss my cheek D:
I never expect he give me anything....
he touched my heart seriously..
although it just a simple bundle of flowers...
but...
.
this is the 1st time I received a gift from bf....
Happy Valentine.......
a very happy valentine!
:)
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restless CNY!

9:19 AM
It wass a really a fully packed CNY plan for me this year!
crazy plan started since 2th of February...
goin all around and everyday reached home at 4am...
1st day: went to relatives house till night then off to bii's house. 1st time visit his parent and i was seriously nervous yet bii said his mum impression towards me is really good, she did mentioned to me, asking me to visit their house more often :P really happy for that! then off to Seven's house till 4am...
2nd day: as I on shift on the second day, I was kinda tired but still have to concentrate on my work... but I can feel, the time is seriously slowwwwwwww~~~ D: , then reached home and get myself prepared while bii come over and waited me with the gang... went to reunion dinner for friends, after that off to bus central and send Keong as he gotta back Kedah for work....after fetched Mei Shien back then we went to Mic's house for visiting... suddenly Mei Shien called up around 12am mentioned she has tickets to M.O.S party... we just went there and feeling so freaking bored due to the music....
3rd day: just becos of M.O.S... we feeling unbalance then off to Opera on the Saturday night :P insane eh?but did enjoyed much over there... in fact, bii praise me saying my moves getting much more nicer,sooner or later I will follow his footstep easily yiippeeeeyy!! :D
from that day onwards,
I spent my time with him almost every single night...
going all around~
I was feeling great whenever he around me....
I'm glad that we finally settled down and met our parent ...
moreover,Its our 4th months already....
:)
reading all my post,
all was about him I realized....
but guess what?
I still wont feeling bored blogging about him...
especially when he is part of my life now :)
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ღ shoppie with CNY mood ღ

11:50 AM
ღ30th Januaryღ:
Its my weekend off..
sweetheart too...
got our plan to go out with the gang...
slept only 4 hours on last night!
I was so freaking tired but still have to wake up early to clean house before go out with bii..
after done all my preparation,
Mic came over to fetch us and went for breakfast...
then off to Pyramid at 12pm..
walked for whole night,
bought my shoes and clothes at Kitchen ..
of cos after my bii opinion only i decided to buy..
or else, feels like I've lost my way of searching for my new clothes :D
bii bought his clothes but his main point was to buy his shoes and pants...
we walked till our leg numb yet still couldn't find his shoes and pants..
we insist to find but bii said he feel guilty of making we walk around...
at the end we still couldnt find it...
then off to Wong Kok again to take our dinner...
yumm yumm! My cheese bake rice with pork chop taste soooo nice!
after dinner, we bought our movie ticket "Homecoming"
I was so tired after walking around 10 hours ...
couldn't really concentrate on the movie...
bii and I just so tired till we couldn't laugh eventhough there are few scenes are funny..
the other still can enjoy their movie , envy them indeed... ! :P
after movie then we off to mamak for shisha...
spent my sunday with so packed plan....
nonetheless, my leg are badly injured again after sunday...
might go for x-ray to check my leg again...
:'(
pain badly!
Turned on my CNY mood!!
yayys!!
it would be the memorable one...
cos I will be meeting his parent on the first day of CNY...
grrrrrr, am so nervous right nawwww!!
so do bii, be coming my house for the 2nd time :P
whats gonna happen??
to be continued....................❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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