about dreamt of him almost every night..
ytd night finally drop into the same thing again,
tried to sleep but my mind is everything about him ..
I just thinking too much again...
i worried again...
the same things strikes me..
how i wish he were beside me..
at least i could hug him instead of the pillow,
at least i could see him infront of me instead of dreaming..
but everything still the same,
im insane again..
let me ....
who ask me to miss him that much,
till im totally out of control..
yet i still love him that freaking much,
i wont avoid tonite,
still sleep and await the dream to strike me again ...