someone asked me,
"looks like u changed alot,but why... you getting pretty,yet something missing...i cant say it out,maybe something good or bad,but..just really i can feel something mising,why?are u happy with now?"
i am suprised why they asked so...i keep silent and smile ..
do i look happy? maybe i am... 1 thing i can say,i dont know how to smile like a real me,ever since he left.
I realized it today,
while im going back home....
i still think of him all the way..
but i found out,
I really dont know how to smile like i used to..
I might changed a lot,
but whats my heart feel?
i've been lying myself tot i am happy..
i show to people i am..
but am I?
today i got my answer....
to the future i might be have other people other guy beside me,
but i wont feel as happy as like i being with him before...
i know,
my heart still stays him..
lol,
always .........
might just take a rest now,
so tired afterall ...
=)
January 6, 2010 at 10:50 PM
dont so emo d leh~~~~
im not here to entertain u jor...hahaha
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