hmmm``a saturday night``
a night without wat?
sigh...i every night also without sumthing 1..
jz now went to grandpa house
i forgot today is saturday,den i asked again
then my uncle said,no dating until forgot date ed..
i was like..har?wat he mean leh?
yea,i dun hv bf,so?lol...
only i realized,yeah...i dun have..
lols....
still single still the same =)

today went to sis uni to gv bek her convo shirt..
before dat we took pics at house..
so~
all the pics in my cam but...
aiks..dunno wats wrong with the camera or my laptop,cant read the photos..
thinking where to find memory card reader...
nid it to edit my sis pics and mine xD
any1 who have it can borrow =_=?
cos kinda rushing..

so..today jz a saturday night..
as usual,mum n dad sleeping
sis go clubbing..
another sis paktor..
so...me?
wanted to go clubbing but sis dunwan bring me go..
paktor?no bf cant paktor...
a saturday which without plan..
tis is wat me,a single girl life=)
feel nothing...
jz kinda moody again..
cant find any1 to chat..
"sum1" didnt find me,i also dun dare disturb..

still the same..
missing the same person..
its been few weeks,i still cant let go..
hmm,maybe becos...i have a strong feel on him...
sigh...
dunno how are him?
is it better than me?
did he miss me too?
hope 1 day he will tell me..
he missing me and he loves me..
when will it be?
"..................."
nobody knows...

wanted to go 1 place which can let me enjoy without thinkin much..
maybe langat hill?can view whole kl night view,miss the moment...
maybe sumwhere which i really can let me silent and rest my mind..
no stress no nothing..
jz feel myself so heavy,my mind so heavy...

wat if a chocolate banana cake from secret recipe
and a starbucks caramel hot chocolate,
was infront of me...
enjoying my saturday night,without thinking sadly
missing him badly,
without anything but jz rest my mind..

or maybe..
at a place which is very romantic,
dark beauty cafe,which is beside beach,
and im having a watermelon juice,
having a black pepper sizzling chicken chop,
and while,my love 1,was feeding me..
and kiss my cheeks,tell me how much he loves me...

or maybe...
a place which is without any couple..
me with sum1 which know me clear,
without asking wat im thinkin,
which the sum1 can let me rest my mind,
at sumwhere which he noe he shud bring me go..
and let me be silent all the night...
let me cry all the night..
borrow shoulder to me..
and tell me..
"i'll always be ur side"

everything can just be "maybe"
but couldnt be reality..


sigh....

*so quiet around me..im so scared...*