【ღ Poizon's life ღ】: Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears

wake up in the morning..
oni i realized today was a day
which without sum1..

yesterday told him sumthing which end up both of us..
i dunno am i doing the right thing..
he also didnt say anything..
i hope dat he can tell me he love me
i guess he wont..
is his jz the type of guy which jz let go although he dunwan to..
or jz becos he havent got the strong feeling on me..

im the one who have problem
im the one who think too much
im the one who end up like tis..
im jz nt the type of girl who suit to b ppl gf..
as wat my ex said,im not a good gf..
becos i dunno how to be a ppl gf..
single suits me more?
i dunno...

starting a new day also...
a day without him..

thx for what u said and did for me for the past 17 days..
although jz a short moment..
but u gave me back my confident..
but im losing it cos im sked..
feel sad when heard u said we still are frens..
tears dropping cos looking back our msg..
scare cos im lost control again..
hubby,thx for the lovely 17 days u gave me..
may u found a better one..

*tears keep dropping*
*a grey day for me*