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Read it carefully,you will feel that pain inside...... Trust me ....

A True Story .... happens recently... to someone .....

He found another girl,
after he broke up with the quiet and clever girl..
Although the new girl,
ain't that clever aint that quiet,
but he deep in love with her,
till he found out he want her badly.

They been together with years,
guy and girl are living simple,
which they prefer the most..
they felt glad,
to have each other,
caused finally they realized,
they found the mr and mrs right ..
Although,
the guy aren't a graduate student,
he don't have high salary,
he can't afford a nice life to the girl,
but he trying hard,
to live with the girl he love..
The girl,
might not seems to realized,
but her love,
wont less than the guy,
caused the things that she knows,
is she wanted to be with the guy,
no matter how hard their life gonna be ...

One day,
the guy choose,
to propose to the girl,
hoping she could consent,
to register with him..
although,
he can't married at the same time,
but with his promises,
he would love the girl and thats why he gave her the life of him..
The girl saying yes..
caused she realized,
the guy choose the best date of their registration ...
090909..
in Chinese,
it means forever ...
It was the best promise she ever had..

till the day of 090909...
the girl waited for so long,
just for the day ...
but with regretful,
the guy told her he couldn't afford to married with her,even register..
caused he had no money ..
the girl heard the bad news ever for her in her life,
and angry over the guy,
promise dun even want to see him anymore..
She dun even want to listen his explaination,
moved out from the house they been staying together for dat long.

1 month,
she never back to the house..
she still angry over him caused break the promise..
the guy so depress....
he want the girl..
he love her..
and the only thing he know..
he love her and want her back...
even he cant give her the best wedding,
but as long,
she could be with the girl,
he are happy ...
but the girl..
never knew ..........

On Saturday midnight,
he drive all the way,
just to ask the girl,
to come back to him...
he drive speed..
just to see her and fetch her back ...
the girl,
dont even want to see him ...
even he beg he please,
but the girl is too angry over him,
thought of giving him a punishment..

the guy was too sad,
he drive all the way back home alone,
and sad...
even blame himself..
he speed up,
like he never do..
its raining heavily in the midnight...
suddenly .....
he lost control over his stereng,
he slipped...
and throw away from the car,
10 feet far .....
the car,
was total damage..
he,
laying on the road...
with bloods ...
and rains flushing away with his blood...
all the accident happen,
saw from a fren of him .............................

He admitted hospital,
but ...
thats too late ..........
he no longer breathe ......
he no longer,
can tell the girl,
he love her...
no longer,
can bring her..
to the end of the journey of their life ....
as they used to promise to each other .......
the last breathe he had,
he just hoping to see the girl once again.......
but no matter how,
the girl don't even know,
the guy is struggling with death...
till the last breathe,
he still hope forgiveness from the girl...
but girl...............
will never know......

The day the funeral.......
everyone include the guy ex girlfren attend his funeral,
to send him walk with him for the last journey....
but...
less one person,
who is important in his life,
dont even saw her shadow in the funeral ....

everyone is gossip about this...
and saying the girl fault...
but who knows.............
the girl could be the most hurt most sad,
most painful of her,
if..she thought...if......
she forgive him,
and stay with him,
aren't he still be with her now?
smiling together,
holding hands together,
even hugging and saying "i love you"
for the rest of their life ...
Having a simple ever,yet sweet life...
but now,she only left...regret for the rest of her life....
that she no longer can angry and happy,
walk with the guy anymore ..................................


Story above,
based on the true story..
dat recently happened to some stranger,
who is my known person around me ...
his fren,who is the guy,
who dead with regretful ....

This taught me...
and wake me up...
life are too short ....
We wont know whats going to happen next,
but is it worth?
for us to angry and pissed over something..
which something you still can try over and fix it ...
human,
is it have to face loss,
only they know,
the pain?

The loss.....
which you won't ever fix it ....
caused,
the person who you loved,
has gone .......
you cant find any replacement,
cant find any1 who is alike just like the one you loved..
there is no duplication for a person who you loved...

In life,
we trying hard,
for everything..
we gain ,we loss.....
at least we try..
although we know,
we tried,
the things still happen the same,
but at least we tried...
we hurted....
at least......
in the future,
or when the bad things happen,
we wont regret of never trying everytime,
although.......
we trying the same things...

I learned 1 thing,
at least you loved and try, rather than in the future,
you'll regret caused you never loved,never try .......
This is true.....
based on the story above ........

No matter whats the future going to be,
no matter when the end of tomorrow will happen,
for now.....
try to do everything that you probably can't do...
for the future you wont know,
whether you can do or not,
dont wait,
just do it,
express everything,
rather than its too late .......

Whatever we gain and loss in the future,
is what we making now....
if we never try,
because of fear ......
we won't gain,
but we will loss,
caused your life,
is missing a part ...
that you thought thats not important at all...

I learned,
and i know ........
even more clear...
that what should i do,
and appreciate............
although i might pissed my love 1,
but i try ,
cos i will really regret,
if i never appreciate now .....
who knows,
if i am the guy......
who knows,
if the next second,
i'll be in the different world...
this is fact,
that death going to happen among us...
why don't..
we do everything just like our last moment in our life...
just to let us,
feel the us......

Darling,
if you saw this,
i din making a story,
just to hoping you could be with me..
but what i wanted to tell..
is TRY....
cos if we don't ...............
we'll miss out ......
We can't care too much on the past,
which i know the past i made the biggest mistakes.....
but whats more important?
Past,Now or Future?
psat tight us up,
makes us go to the wrong way,
now we walking,
to somewhere which we never been,
we are trying in our life,
trying so hard just for the best ....
and learn....
is either holding hand,
walk till like we nvr end,
or just like this,
till we might face the worst fear of the world...
which we lost .............
and could never get back......

Yes,
try in our life ....
A try = A lesson...
Every try,each of them are having different lessons....
open up the heart,
accept everything,
be wide open ......
you'll gain more .....
no matter in relationship,
or life ......
just a try .........
rather than regret of never ttry...

...........................................................................................................................................................

Darling,
this real life story,
makes me even hard to let go this chance,
to let you get back with me ....
Trust me.....
Just a try .....
and i could make it get even better...
All i hope,
is a try for us,
a change of ur mind,
before its too late that something bad might happen ........

Im still praying hard....
and this time...
even god cried for me .....
as the rain drops....
my heart ticking tocs.....
pains drops in my heart .......
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