Am tired..
for what had happened..
i tot i might enjoy on the night..
but things got turn over..
everything ruined.

im thinking that there still have chance for me to hold it..
since yesterday,i realized no more.
its over.

the pain hardly to overcome.
the feeling hardly to forget.
the darkness hardly to avoid.

over n over..
It neglect..
when it came back,
it just hoping for a place to be quiet.

I tot i could change it,
yet it actually doesn't meant so.

Truth or Lies?
Face or Ignore?
Fact or Cheat?

should I step forward before its too late?
or i just walk off?
it ain't easy..
ain't easy for me to decide..

gosh..
its been so long i didnt cry..
i scared to cry..
im started to feel im lost.
Lilian is gone.
Where she at?
i want her back.