some of the things still under my control
some outta my control..
i did make things dun happened..
but sumthing already happened..
i couldn't forget what had happened..
but i will try not let myself to keep think about it..
cos it not belongs mine
glad what happened and what not happen..
im still await something can makes me feel im safe enough...
still hoping it will appear..
when?
im tired and exhausted..
am i in the world belongs mine?
or i still searching?
sometimes feel like find a safety shoulder..
but i keep get the wrong 1..
cos i cant even make myself clear of which 1 shud i find and which i shouldn't
if i ever have a soulmate which will always concern me and said they are belongs mine..
every moment with me...let me have a safe feeling...
the person will be the people who i will appreciate and love..
and...fully trust..
yet,havent appear=)
or dissapear?
i always ask myself
can i dun b brave enuf?
can i be weak ?
can i let myself being nt myself and play till i happy?
can i lost all the memories?
can i dun b so easy got influence?
the answer always..
i nid to be brave although i cant
i shouldn't be weak cos dun let ppl hurt me
i must be myself and let myself happy
i cant even choose wat i want to rmb and wat i cant..i cant even make accident happen so dat i can make myself lost memories..
i still easy got influence although i dont want.
Im so dangerous..
dun get near me..
u will regret..
or maybe im the 1 who regret..
im dangerous..
nt as simple as u thought..
=)
*tears dropping*
October 17, 2008 at 10:28 AM
jz be natural bah no need act or hide...tats all i can say
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